He says that he’s happy, but is that a front? When you love someone that keeps you far from their heart, does that qualify as a long-distance relationship? He must be lying. He can’t believe this will actually last forever… How can I say that? I get penetrated attempting to fill a space I’m convinced […]

LOVE STORY pt. 1- Brown Eyes, Black Dragon

“There’s this moment when you’re doing something and as you’re doing it, you realize how insignificant everything is. And I was walking, carrying a box of tomatoes while my boss was in front of me on the phone talking about ice cream and cars. Ice cream and cars, I mean, nothing could be more insignificant. But I’m […]

Be Black and Die

I didn’t think I’d live to be 18. This was around the time I was in middle school, and I was starting to realize that I was gay, and that I should be going to hell for that. And I thought that I was going to die, and then go to hell. I didn’t know […]

Bible Stories #2- Sacrifice

Would you kill your child if God told you to? Oh, Abraham… This story gave me nightmares as a kid. What happened? Right, so at this point, Abraham and Sarah have their son, Isaac. Let’s not forget, Abraham already had a son, Ishmael, with his slave, Hagar, and Sarah kicked both of their asses out. They […]

Starry Eyed

My favorite thing about being in Ohio is seeing the stars. Oak Park is essentially in Chicago, and I’m never able to see stars. Lots of helicopters and airplanes. A star or two. Maybe I’ll catch the moon. My friend from Amherst, Massachusetts laughed when I told her that I love seeing stars in Oberlin. […]


I love people so much that I hate them. I think it’s a actor/theater thing. People fascinate me so much, but they can do such horrible shit. I love it. I love trying to understand it. I love trying to work out why people do what they do. But sometimes, it gets me in a […]